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tumblr4him

2012-02-04T15:25:00.002+08:00

xoxo,

the final stage

2012-01-29T12:38:00.004+08:00

alhamdulillah

last friday (27th jan) was my viva-voce examination at McClintock viva room @ IPS, USM

persediaan untuk menghadapi viva sangat singkat.

tiada langsung membaca thesis untuk 'refresh' ape la yang aku tulis panjang2, mengarut2, goreng2, buh cili, ajinomoto sumer dalam tu! jadi, selepas cuti raya cina yang panjang.... pada hari rabu barulah jumpa main supervisor untuk berbincang. bincang sampai 4 jam! lepas bincang, kepala berat, perut masuk angin sebab bincang dari kol 11 sampai kol 3. lepas tu janji lagi jumpa esoknya iaitu pada hari khamis.

lepas bincang pada hari khamis tu dengan main supervisor, aku p jumpa co-supervisor tanya apa yang patut. rasa lega dah lepas jumpa keda-dua supervisors. alhamdulillah. lecturer lain pon banyak beri kata-kata nasihat. paling penting tdo awal :)

jadi, malam tu aku memang target tidoq awai. balik petang tu dah dalm kol 6.

personally, sebagai persediaan aku untuk presentation ker, interview ker, aku akan tulis ape yang aku akan kate. aku akan berlatih supaya bila di tanya, aku akan dapat jawab dengan yakin dan lancar. yelakan, dah kene cakap BI! hehe kang tersasul bahasa pulak ... hihi. jadi lepas maghrib aku siap2 tulis ape yg patut. kol 10 mcm tu aku dah ngantuk, kepala dah berat, aku pon tdo.

pagi jumaat tu, bangun awal, solat hajat n berlatih. alhamdulillah. memula plan x nak sarapan sebab takut sakit perut. tapi, perut aku terasa amat kosong, jadi, p makan kat harapan ... makan kuih jer pon ...heheh

alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan lancar. memang persediaan untuk menghadapi viva sangat singkat. tapi persediaan atau perjalanan untuk akhirnya sampai ke hari viva ini amat panjang.

bila duduk dalam bilik viva tu, rasa bersyukur sangat2 akhirnya sampai juga ke tahap terakhir untuk meraih segulung lagi ijazah :)

alhamdulillah. aku viva x sampai sejam! kawan supervisor aku pon terkejut sebab cepat sgt habis viva. alhamdulillah, Allah permudahkan segalanya :) syukur sangat3 :)

*most memorable comment from the external examiner: 'credit should be given to the researcher for preparing well-written thesis' -alhamdulillah ... ini semua berkat tunjuk ajar SUPERvisors yang sangat teliti dan sanggup luangkan masa untuk membimbing aku

alhamdulillah,

alhamdulillah

2012-01-27T14:17:00.001+08:00

alhamdulillah. thank you very much dearest SUPERvisors!

xoxo,

dare to dair?

2011-10-12T20:15:00.003+08:00

xoxo,

am confused

2011-10-08T18:18:00.004+08:00

sudah beberapa malam aku x dapat melelapkan mata

berfikir panjang ... berfikir lagi ... lagi ... dan lagi

eh lupa, mula-mula kena beritahu dulu ...

alhamdulillah, I got the scholarship.

what scholarship? ala ... yang aku kata susah nak mampus interview dier tueee ... n bagaimana aku boleh mohon tu ...

alhamdulliah, praise to Allah ... I'm heartily thankful for the unceasing prayers from my loving parents ... alhamdulillah

bila dapat surat tawaran beberapa minggu lepas, memang rasa seronok ... namun perasaan itu lama-lama pudar .... chewahhhh ... tetap hepila, tapi banyak kene pk! adeiiii

sekarang aku keliru, sambung belajar dalam atau luar negara?

mula-mula, memangla hati teringin melanjutkan pelajaran di luar ... siapa yang x nak kan? main salji woooo! ahahahha ... x la itu jer, more on getting the knowledge and of course gaining the experiences yang mungkin x dapat bila belajar dalam malaysia ...

lecturers suggest studying at the US as this field of study, educational technology is the best there and many of them studied there

tapi, banyak kena buat b4 dapat belajar di sana, especially US iaitu:

1) ambil ujian BI: IELTS/TOEFL
2) ambil ujian dalam BI, khusus untuk belajar d US: GRE
3) Mohon before datelines

jadi, aku berat hati untuk belajar di luar sebab:

1) class preparation fees for IELTS/TOEFL jer dah cecah around RM700-800, yuran ujian tu lagi dalam RM500

2) yuran ujian GRE dalam RM500 (kalu aku x capai standard/requirement ujian2 ne yang uni tu nak? x ker rugi pulakkan? huhuuhuh)

3) pening pasal: bile nak atur jadual amek kelas persedian untuk ujian2 ne, nak amek ujian2 ne lagi, nak kejar dateline universiti luar negara tu lagi, tambah2 aku dengan kurang pendapatan lagiiii .... aiisshhhhhhh (tambah pulak kalu dah buat semua, surat tawaran dah dapat, KPT plak kate xdak duit nak antar luar camner? ---sambung dalam la sonang! hehehe)

memang mak ayah aku sanggup tanggung ... tapi, hati x sedap ... tua dah ne, x kan mak ayah nk hulur duit lagi kan? maluuuuu ... huhuhu

jadi,

aku dah decide beberapa hari lepas untuk sambung di UPM, dah cari supervisor, research interest pon kene dgn supervisor yang aku nak tu. wah ... best! tambah2 plak my lil bro belajar kt uniten, leh la kami sewa umah sekali. best berkali2 ganda! lagi satu, bile aku kawen nanti, sonangla laki aku nak mai! supa dupa best! muahahhahahahah

jadi,

aku emel one of my lecturer untuk sampaikan hasrat aku n tanya pendapat.

He said:

"I always encourage our ASTS holders to apply a PhD place abroad, especially in the US. Since you are given the once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, i would really like you to go there."

alamak ... ayat "you are given the once-in-a-lifetime opportunity" tu benar2 menggugat perancangan yang aku dah buat!

maka, dilema aku berterusan ...

banyak pendapat dah aku mintak, mak ayah, lil bro n sis, senior d US ...

betul, remeh nak belajar di luar negara, banyak kene urus, banyak kene gune duit ... tapi, my lil sis kate, "high risk, high return" ... memang tepat sekali! :)

keputusan di tangan aku ... I'm praying for the best. Sesungguhnya Dia Maha Mengetahui yang lebih baik untukku. sekarang, aku hanya merancang, biarlah Dia yang menentukan

mengharap yang terbaik,

I'm officially engaged?

2011-10-04T15:38:00.004+08:00

nope. jauh panggang dari api.

sebenarnya,

I'm officially jobless!

dimanakanku cari kerja?

pelik. walaupun sekarang aku tiada sumber kewangan bulanan, namun aku sudah ada kerja untuk beberapa tahun akan datang

hebatkan perancangan Allah?

alhamdulillah,

menzahirkan

2011-09-21T15:00:00.005+08:00

perancangan ...

semoga dipermudahkanNya ... amin

dekat dan jauh

2011-09-18T20:26:00.004+08:00

yang dekat, terasa jauh sangat ...

yang jauh, terasa dekat di hati ...

banyak kerja belum selesai, cuti dari hari jumaat, 'hampeh' aku tak buat kerja pun ...

kenapa? aku pun pelik ... kenapa ya? malas barangkali *sigh*

a paper to JTPM on hold, another paper to IMETC 2011 need to be done by tomorrow!

amendments for my thesis need to be done too by next week!

berusahalah!

i miss you

2011-09-18T17:51:00.001+08:00

Like Crazy!

xoxo,

dear friend,

2011-09-15T11:24:00.008+08:00

"I'm tired of people who are like hot and then cold, one day they will talk to you like there is no tomorrow and make you feel important and probably make you fall for them, and then one day it is like you don’t even exist in their life…they ignore you like they are having an amnesia or something…its like they are no where to be found, its like they’re playing mind games…people are so confusing"

-can't remember the source of this quote, surely I googled them :)

dear friend,

I have an extravaganza news to share with you! sadly, you're not here with me ... you didn't bother to care anymore ...

dear friend,

take care cause' I really care, I do ...

xoxo,

finally...

2011-09-14T13:18:00.002+08:00

akhirnya, belum dapat hantar thesis for examination lagi

baru dapat jumpa supervisor (SV) sekali lagi for the final comments

no major changes said him, but for me, manyak jugak laaaaaa ... ahhahahah

tapi, target by next week hantar for the very final checking and then by the end of this month for examination. inshaAllah.

harap-harap dapat konvo mac tahun depan, inshaAllah. rancangnya, lepas konvo nak balik kampung sebulan sebelum sambung belajar lagi

rasa-rasa macam nak balik awal lagi.
lepas hantar final thesis for graduating, terus balik kampung, lagi bagus! balik penang semula for convo only ... chewaahhh ... hehe

balik kampung untuk kemas apa yang patut sebab kena pindah dah dari rumah penyelia asrama di sekolah. bapak pencen bulan 12 tahun depan. so, bantu ummi apa yang patut, tinggal pindah jer nanti

banyak lagi need to be done after that

ape2pon,

alhamdulillah :)

learning before going

2011-08-22T10:49:00.003+08:00

learning how to perform airasia mobile check-in before going back home!

alhamdulillah ... akhirnya, balik kampung!

xoxo,

justin bubur?

2011-08-18T16:11:00.006+08:00

ada peniaga yang menamakan dan menjual bubur lambuk "justin bubur" hahahaha

credit to : cahayachenta

fanatik justin bieber barangkali?

aku?

mula-mula, NO! big NO! geli kot ... kemon lah! budak lagi kot, lagu pon ... duk baby2 jerr ... hahahah

tapi, lama2 dengar ... alamak aih ... sodap pulak lagu baby ne ... justin bieber panggil aku baby ker? :p

opps ... memang lagu baby dah lame .. sorryla I ketinggalan ;p

my lil sis lah ne, die la yg duk dengaq, aku pon terikut suka ...

tambahan plak bile dengar JB nyanyi lagu that should be me live sungguh sedap ... nyum2 ... ops, poselah!

that should be me, holding your hand

that should be me, making you laugh

that should be me, this is so sad ...

that should be me,

baru selesai

2011-08-16T11:59:00.003+08:00

baru selesai ditemuduga

perasaan selepas keluar dari bilik temuduga?

hilang keyakinan ... aku rasa macam seakan-akan kompem x dapat ...

sedeh ...

sebab? sebab dah jadik macam defend proposal pon ada ... adeiii ...

x sangka plak prof dari kejuruteraan tu nak tanye sampai macam tu sekali ...

cerita-cerita pengalaman orang lain dan juga lecturer x pernah lagi aku rasa aku dengar kene tanye pasal proposal diorang sampai mcam tu sekali ...

patut interview utk biasiswa kan ... aku pun pelik ... aku dapat rasa dari pertanyaan mereka yang diorang x nak taja aku pon ... huhuhuhu

xperla ...

Allah lebih mengetahui apa yang lebih baik untuk aku

:) life must go on

keep on moving,

bertemu dan diduga

2011-08-11T13:30:00.004+08:00

minggu depan aku ada sesi temuduga

satu sesi yang bakal mengubah masa depan aku

besar kan? kan? perasaan? sangat gembira sebab dapat di shorlisted dan layak untuk ditemuduga

tapi, lebih kepada perasaan TAKUT!

lama dah aku x p temuduga besar macam ne. last temuduga untuk biasiswa SHELL lepas matrik dulu. alhamdulillah aku dapat biasiswa shell tu n I got to know that among the 30 interviewees, only 3 of us got the scholarship. alhamdulillah, rezeki Allah nak bagi :)

alhamdulillah, dapatlah biasiswa minyak walaupun aku amek degree jadik cikgu. ramai orang pelik, aik .. degree pendidikan, tapi biasiswa dari syarikat minyak. aku pon terangkan yang ini adalah usahasama kerajaan negeri SABAH dengan SHELL untuk menaja pelajar dari sabah melanjutkan pelajaran :) dan mungkin shell amek minyak dr sabah ... hehe ;p

so, how did I got the interview?

I didn't know about the vacancy but my supervisor told me if I'm interested in applying and of course am really into it!

After completing the application online, I need to write a proposal ... I did it in one week just like my supervisor asked me, but then I need to add few things here and there ... and it's not a big problem but I got sick. I had sore throat, running nose and almost got fever ... I stayed at home during the early days of ramadhan

then,

on thursday (04/08/11), I got a call from my supervisor that I need to submit the application form that afternoon because they will be a shortlisting the next morning! uwaaaa ... am at home resting on my bed!

aku terfikir jugakla sikit2, kalu sampai lecturer aku call mtk aku hantar jugak2 borang permohonan tu, rugi besarlah aku kalu aku x mohon kan? kan? jadik aku kumpul tenaga la kan dan pergi ke ofis

sampai ofis, aku siapkan apa yang patut dan aku sedar, alamak! borang untuk pengadil yang kedua belum bagi pon kat co-supervisor aku! aduii ... dalam kol 3 aku p jumpa co-supervisor aku untuk meminta jasa baik beliau menjadi referee

alhamdulillah dia ada dan sudi menjadi pengadil. kemudian dia tanya apa lagi yang aku sertakan dalam permohonan tu? aku katala benda basic yang dia mtk, sijil2 macam biasa la kan. then lecturer aku tanya, all the papers and articles yang aku dah tulis, ada sertakan x? aku kata x dak pulak. then bila lecturer aku cek articles yang aku dah list kat resume, dia kata kurang satu ne .. adei, camner plak aku leh tertinggalkan... huhu. so, lecturer aku yang amat baik dan murah hati mintak aku bawak laptop n yang lain2 edit resume dan print kat bilik dia ... dan lecturer aku tolong sediakan semua artikel yang aku pernah tulis untuk disertakan bersama

dalam kol 4 macam tu, dah setel dan alhamdulillah aku dah tulis 9 artikel rupanya :) lecturer aku siap bagi satu fail clear holder lagi untuk letak semuanya beserta borang permohonan, sijil, resume dengan semua artikel supaya lebih PRESENTABLE katanya :)

TQVM Dr INU!

bila hantar borang tersebut kepada supervisor aku, aku macam terjanji pulak aku akan siapkan proposal yang terbengkalai tu dan hantar esok pagi, awal pagi la kan sebab diorang nak buat shortlisting dah

aku pon konon2 nak siapkan malam tu, bukan x dpt, tp aku x buat ... tapi, alhamdulillah aku sempat siapkan lepas subuh.

pagi tu, aku terima lagi satu sms dari supervisor aku untuk hantar jugak proposal tu ... alhamdulillah by 9 am, I manage to submit the proposal which means that my application is complete :) together with extra points from my articles :)

also, my supervisor said that am the only applicant with published articles in journals and also proceedings ... alhamdulillah :)

then, on 09/08/11, I got a call from HR that I got an interview next week

there will be only 3 interviewees and only 1 or 2 will get it. also, my supervisor had asked me to get ready coz it might be a group interview ... aigoo .. tatut tatut ...

currently am getting ready for my BIG interview ...

aku berdoa semoga aku murah rezeki dan dipermudahkan segalanya dalam temuduga itu nanti :)

dan semoga aku berjaya di dunia dan juga di akhirat nanti ... amin

p/s: TQVM Dr. MA!

tulisan sebagai kenangan dan ingatan,

i want hang!

2011-08-02T11:29:00.002+08:00

xo,

salam ramadhan

2011-08-01T10:05:00.002+08:00

selamat menyambut ramadhan,

the proposal

2011-07-27T14:35:00.004+08:00

alhamdulillah, managed to finish a proposal for my phd.

what? phd? doctor of philosophy? yep, kelakar pon ada bila fikir balik sebab thesis master pon belum hantar ... uhuk3 ... dah buat proposal untuk phd? hehe

terus terang aku sendiri pun seram sejuk bila nak buat proposal ne, tapi bila my supervisor asked me to get it done in one week, I felt the excitement and challenged myself. alhamdulillah ... betul2 satu minggu siap. actually aku boleh siapkan kurang dari seminggu, tapi ... ntahla, dah habit agaknya, last minute jugak siap ... ishhh ... huhuhu. nanti sikit2 kena berubah, SAY NO to PROCRASTINATION! chaiyok!

hopefully i'll manage to apply on time though ... xperla, x sempat apply for that position pon, am still gratefull and inshaAllah memang nak terus sambung belajar lagi

I need to keep the momentum ... and keep on moving ...

hopefully am able to continue doing scientific research and the beautiful art of academic writing in the future ... amin :)

*finishing the final draft of my master thesis and wait for Sept to submit

berusahalah!

reminiscence

2011-07-27T09:45:00.007+08:00

received

sticky notes for our remembrance :)

delivering The Love of A King in One Day

we'll always keep in touch!

xo,

sweet secret

2011-07-26T09:11:00.002+08:00

*semalam saya mimpi awak lagi! kamu senyum ... oh, so sweet :)

xo,

keliru

2011-07-25T09:26:00.003+08:00

dia kata aku keliru

dia kata aku fikir terlalu mendalam

-hahaha-

dia kata aku membebankan diri sendiri

aku kata sebab perasaan yang terlalu ...

aku tanya, aku soal

tiada jawapan

tergantung ...

-aku bose, bose, bose ... ahhh .. serabut wey ...

aku yang masih mampu tersenyum,

panggilan

2011-07-21T10:50:00.005+08:00

hari ini terpanggil untuk menulis entry ini selepas membaca post yang sangat-sangat menarik dan penuh maklumat yang boleh diguna pakai daripada Pn. Xora

bila baca post Pn. Xora, terus rasa mahu kahwin dengan segera! ahahhaha.

mula-mula follow blog beliau "Dia Terima Nikahnya" sebab banyak sumber maklumat tentang persiapan perkahwinan yang dikongsi, bukan setakat gambar dan coretan, tetapi juga kertas kerja, skrip emcee, tentatif hari perkahwinan dan visual bagi susunan dalam dewan masa hari perkahwinan. menarik bukan? berkongsi sampai begitu sekali. terima kasih!

sangat tertarik/admire dengan planning dan organized nyer lah pn. xora ne! harap2 dapat plan dengan elok dan juga terorganized selepas kahwin nanti! *berangan mode* ahahahhaha

p/s: perancangan perkahwinan masih samar-samar. tambahan lagi diri yang masih belajar jauh dari kampung, terpaksalah berharap pada ummi untuk membantu ;)

sayang,

kenapa?

2011-07-20T12:24:00.003+08:00

kenapalah aku gatal sangat nak bukak balik FB?

kan dah terbaca, kan dah tertahu ... sedehnyerrr

lupekanlah ek, teruskan kehidupan dan perjuangan hidup!

berusahalah!

xo,

an education

2011-07-14T09:42:00.003+08:00

i feel old, but not wise,

transforMe into 3D!

2011-07-13T08:37:00.005+08:00

watched transformer 3 in 3D @ Qbay mall with my lil sis last monday night. the movie was breathtaking! my favorite part was when shia in bee, then out of bee, then in bee again-scene! awesome! hahahahaha

bila balik rumah, rasa x puas, tengok pulak transformer 2 in my laptop! ahahahah -fanatic ey? ;p

hairan jugak bila ada yang kata transformer 3 boring dan banyak cakap ... hmmmm ... ada jugak yang kata tertidur masa menonton ... hmmmmm ... camner tu ek? hahhahahah ... lain orang lain la kan pandangan masing2 -

but, I still love the story line and action! great! tapiiii ....story line transformer 2 lagi best for me-la. esp the sad part when optimus died and when shia almost died.

the new heroin in this 3rd installation is not bad, good actually. but, she can't replace megan though -in my opinion-la. the main reason is after the end of transformer 2 when shia almost died, megan was there and they had gone through lots of things together. then suddenly there is this new girl in shia's life? not so best-la!

ape2-pon - tetap menghiburkan hati!

p/s: alhamdulillah, finished a paper for journal submission. finished amend and refine chap 1-4. currently writing another paper for IMETC 2011 and polish the final chap. がんばってください!

transforM3R,

am so into you!

2011-07-12T08:50:00.005+08:00

emma/anne: a Love story that grows for 20 years...

dexter/jim: ... before he can truly understand his Love for his best friend, his soul mate...

xo,

my futuristic lover

2011-07-01T13:20:00.001+08:00

You're so supersonic
Wanna feel your powers
Stun me with your lasers
Your kiss is cosmic
Every move is magic -katy perry

xo,

my bestfriend!

2011-06-29T11:14:00.003+08:00

xoxo,

you're driving me crazy!

2011-06-23T17:01:00.005+08:00

I got tongue ulcer

It's annoying

It's driving me crazy for nearly a month now

causes: pressured and stressed up! or ... too much durian? ;p

ya Allah, tabahkanlah hatiku ... kuatkanlah semangatku ...

ya Allah, semoga aku beroleh kesihatan yang baik untuk menyempurnakan tugasanku ...

amin,

built in 1808

2011-06-22T09:08:00.002+08:00

masjid melayu lebuh acheh, pulau pinang

@ 1 Borneo

2011-06-21T10:38:00.003+08:00

my mom with captain jack sparrow during the Alliance Bank Malaysia BHD annual dinner @ 1 Borneo

momentum

2011-06-20T15:57:00.005+08:00

in need of the momentum

momentum : strength or force gained by motion or by a series of events

source: http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/momentum

best of luck!

blurry

2011-06-20T10:01:00.002+08:00

blur

what to do?

what should I do first?

~

i miss you

2011-06-08T12:05:00.002+08:00

xoxo,

kau mewarnai hidupku

2011-06-06T12:23:00.021+08:00

musim cuti sekolah = musim perkahwinan

tahniah buat semua rakan yang telah bergelar isteri dan suami!

sedih tidak dapat bersama menghadirkan diri meraikan hari bahagia dengan rakan-rakan. terutamanya majlis rakan-rakan jenan9802, siap ada album bersuka ria dengan baby anak rakan-rakan yang telah bergelar ibu!

memang seronok melihat semua gambar yang merakam saat manis majlis perkahwinan kan? ;)

layan gambar warna tema untuk majlis perkahwinan juga seronok! ;p

mula-mula jatuh hati dengan gabungan warna "pink & blue" selepas melihat gambar ini:

sumber: http://jezmineblossom.blogspot.com/2010/12/alwanis-wedding.html

inspirasi tema warna "pink & blue"

sumber: http://sedapsedapbelaka.blogspot.com/2011/05/baby-blue-and-pink-wedding-cake.html

sumber: http://wedding-cupcakes.org/2010/07/light-blue-and-pink-wedding-cupcakes-with-small-cutting-cake/

sumber: http://www.ayleebits.com/2009/06/01/inspiration-10-pastel-blue-pink/

sumber: http://www.ayleebits.com/2009/03/16/inspiration-5-blue-pink/

atau gabungan warna "pink & brown"

sumber: x ingat ~ maaf ;)

sumber: x direkodkan ~ maaf ;)

sumber: http://www.squidoo.com/pink-and-brown-wedding-favors-and-supplies

atau gabungan warna "brown & blue" ~ lebih "sophisticated & elegant"

sumber: http://www.squidoo.com/blue-and-brown-wedding-favors-and-supplies

menarik! gabungan warna yang unik ;)

sekadar inspirasi ...

p/s: awak juga mewarnai hidup saya!

salam,

you're getting married

2011-05-27T13:48:00.005+08:00

"Sylvie's sort of pregnant. Well not sort of. She is. Pregnant. Actually pregnant with a baby.'
'Oh Dexter! Do you know the father? I'm kidding! Congratulations, Dex. God, aren't you meant to space your bombshells out a bit. Not just drop them all at once?'
She held his face in both hands, looked at it.

'You're getting married?-'
'Yes'
-'And you're going to be a father?'

She hugged him once again her arms high round his neck. She felt drunk, full of affection and a certain sadness too, as if something was coming to an end. She wanted to say something along these lines, but thought it best to do this through a joke.

'Of course you've destroyed any chance I had of future happiness, but I'm delighted for you, really."

emma and dexter in One Day by David Nicholls

p/s: getting a full prep for three days writing workshop @ sungai petani

xo,

kisah hati

2011-05-26T11:12:00.004+08:00

biarku setia menjaga cintamu, selamanya...

jatuh chenta dengan remy ishak dan tasik tasoh dalam video ini ♥

p/s: awak, andai ada kesempatan nanti, saya juga mahu melihat sendiri keindahan tasik timah tasoh ;)

xoxo,

sharing

2011-05-25T12:30:00.003+08:00

terima kasih xoxo,

unofficially a teacher

2011-05-18T11:03:00.009+08:00

happy belated teachers' day to all teachers especially in Malaysia, specifically to all my beloved teachers while am at Taski An-Nur (Tawau, Sabah), St. Patrick Kindergarten (Tawau, Sabah), SRK St. Patrick (Tawau, Sabah), SK Lahad Datu II (Lahad Datu, Sabah), SM Sultan Abdul Halim (Jitra, Kedah), Kolej Matikulasi Labuan (WP Labuan) and Universiti Sains Malaysia (Penang). Thank you very much for all the hard work and Love sincerely poured to guide and teach me that I've become who I am today ;)

alhamdulillah, I also got a few teachers' day wishes from my students and friends through smses and also FB although am an not a teacher 'yet' ;) Thank you dearest friends and students for remembering me as a teacher ;)

as far as I could remember, I never intended on being a teacher and as I could remember, my parents really hope that I would be a doctor (I think ... hehe) as am the eldest and I have been studying at a boarding school far from home since am almost 12 years old (high & great expectation)

but, as being me, am just an average student, getting average results and alhamdulillah I manage to do well in SPM which I cried of happiness because I can't believe myself of getting that 'good' results (I did expect to fail few subjects though, luckily the lowest grade that I got was B4).

well, I didn't have any specific ambition until I got my matriculation results which was only 0.11 points from getting 4 flat ... alhamdulillah. So, not that interested into medicine and also biotechnology which is a famous and new field back then, I didn't want to work in laboratories, I prefer working with meeting people and as to nearly fulfilling my parents expectation of me being a doctor, I applied for dentistry (USM is my first choice and other universities). The application form provided eight places or courses to be chosen, therefore for the 7th and 8th places, I entered education courses in USM and also UM as I don't want to choose pure Sciences which for me are not career oriented *so sorry for those who are taking these courses ;)

I never expected that I got the 7th choice of my application based on my results in matriculation (itula, yakin sangat macamla hebat kannn ... huhu) and the saddest part was one of my friend who got exactly the same result got into dentistry in USM. Although I was shocked, but I accepted the path selected for me from Him and what came in my mind was I'll also have a title 'cikgu' (bukan doktorla kan ... hehe) and got to be celebrated each year on teachers' day ... haha (kata-kata penyedap hati ... hehe)

but, really, He knows best! best of the best! alhamdulillah

these are only a few captured memories during my teaching practical at SABAR (sekolah abu bakar al-baqir, parit buntar, perak)

make your own ice cream during science and mathematics week

make your own volcano during science and mathematics week

with my beloved students during science and mathematics week

with friends who were also on teaching practical at the same school, camping at bukit panchor

there are more ups and downs during my undergraduate studies ... but, finally I realized that am lucky and blessed to be 'chosen' to be a teacher ...

although am unofficially a teacher yet, as am currently still pursuing my studies, I'll be one, InshaAllah ;)

p/s: happy belated teachers' day to all my 'cikgu' friends and especially to my beloved friend, Mrs. Nurfatin and also Ms. Hainah, May all your effort and hard work on being the best teacher get rewarded by Him through the success of your students! and to my long time beloved friend, Ms. Ayu, I believe that you are a great lecturer to your students and they are lucky to have you as their teacher ;)

It's the satisfaction of teaching in the process of learning to be a good person - zam

alhamdulillah ;)

a teacher to be,

one day

2011-05-12T12:27:00.000+08:00

“Love and be loved,” she had told herself, “if you ever get the chance.” - emma

in One Day by David Nicholls

p/s: am giving you this book to read, for you to keep forever...
as a remembrance of a book we've read years ago...

xo,

alhamdulillah

2011-05-10T15:14:00.007+08:00

There are so much things to write, to blog, to share ... but, I just couldn't find the right words to describe them and am wondering the reason for me to blog ... is it to express my feelings? or like a diary of mine? but, really I don't want anything too personal to be published and exposed to the world kan ... walaupun mungkin orang x baca, tapi mungkin akan terbaca *mode mengarut* hehe

nevertheless, it's been not so long but hectic weeks pass by with the big presentation of my studies last friday and also sending my beloved lil bro to his U.

Alhamdulillah, all went well, or should I say, very well ... Praise to Allah!

the trip to KL was very delightful, filled with fun and joy as we went to several places just spending quality time together ;) thank you to our beloved kak b for the lovely welcome n letting us stayed at your house ;)

then come to my presentation, I was really nervous and afraid but kept reminding myself that I just need to be confident and SMILE. I have the notion that if am smiling, i'll be calmed and would present fluently and can answered questions confidently whether it's true or not ... miaahhaha.

Alhamdulillah, everything seems to be good. although more hard and smart work need to be done, am willing to give my all to this study. I just need the help and strength from Him ;)

Thank you to my beloved lecturers who helped me a lot and to my precious parents that always prayed for me. May He shower your life with Love and happiness ;)

People around me believed in me and kept encouraging me, I just need to keep on moving and believed in myself ... InshaAllah

lastly, alhamdulillah ;)

p/s: thank you to you too dear for everything ;)

salam,

see you soon!

2011-04-27T09:33:00.001+08:00

xo,

selamat tinggal

2011-04-25T14:11:00.004+08:00

selamat tinggal kawanku
tak mudah aku pergi
bila wajahmu
sentiasa di hati ini ...

xo,

sabarlah wahai hati

2011-04-14T11:42:00.002+08:00

aku perlu kuat dan teruskan kehidupan ...

lupakanlah ....

selamat malam ...

xo,

I want to fly

2011-04-13T16:36:00.002+08:00

back to my hometown ...

xo,

years from now

2011-04-07T10:11:00.003+08:00

am thinking too, what will I be years from now?

What will I be years from now
What will I wear, how will I look
I think too much, I think too much

Sometimes it’s scary over thinking
What you have or haven’t done
You think too much, you think too much

Will the rain smell the same
Will our loosing treacherous game
And the star much shine
The colours seem so blurry

Will I end up all alone
Without a shoulder to cry on

What will I be years from now
I have answered them but none have answered me
And when my time has come
I hope my last seconds in this life will have you
Will have you

xo,

senja di utara

2011-04-06T09:11:00.001+08:00

I'll always be there for you,

belajar dan berbakti

2011-04-05T13:52:00.004+08:00

aku masih pemegang setia status pelajar.

tapi, kadang-kadang aku malu nak mengaku aku masih belajar sebab umur pun dah suku abad, tapi masih belajar (dengan tekun, x tekun, dengan x abis-abis lagi *sedeh T___T) kadang-kadang tu aku jawab jer, kerja "partime jer". kadang-kadang tu, semangat tenggelam timbul, sekejap semangat sangat nak buat kerja, lepas tu semangat terus hilang ntah ke mana ... kadang-kadang tu aku adala juga rasa menyesal sebab terus sambung belajar dulu, kenapa x kerja dulu. kemudian aku cepat-cepat hilangkan rasa yang x baik itu sebab tiada guna penyesalan, hanya perlu maju ke hadapan sebab aku sudah pilih jalan ini dan aku perlu habiskan perjalanan yang satu ini dan mulakan perjalanan baru.

walaupun begitu, aku bersyukur sangat (being the optimistic me and determine to have positive views in all things *yang sebenarnya lebih kepada menyedapkan hati) sebab aku bekerja sendiri untuk menyara kehidupanku kini. aku cukup kasihan dengan mereka yang masih dalam pencarian pekerjaan dan terpaksa kerja dengan teruk sekali demi memenuhi keperluan seharian.

sekarang, terlalu banyak yang perlu dirancang, dibincang dan yang paling penting perlu diselesaikan.

harapanku semoga aku dapat belajar dan akhirnya berbakti kepada kedua orang tuaku dan juga adik-adikku. InshaAllah

Semoga ALLAH tabahkan hati dan kuatkan semangatku untuk hadapi semua ini ... amin

-zaman belajar dolu-dolu-

alhamdulillah,

what is key to happiness?

2011-03-30T14:56:00.002+08:00

terry border's bent object

source: here

sakit

2011-03-22T17:36:00.004+08:00

tika ini aku sudah tidak mampu lagi

untuk menulis dan menaip, mengerah idea-idea bernas, menokok nambah isi-isi penting, mengarang ayat-ayat yang sedap dan panjang, membuat jadual untuk memudahkan pembaca memahami isi hatiku, eh, isi penting penulisanku ...

kerana

aku sakit gigi! gigi geraham kanan yang hujung itu baru mahu tumbuh

tidak sakit sangat, cuma sengal2 dan gatal serta geram, tentunya mengganggu konsentrasiku! mahu saja aku cabut dan buang ... huhuhuhuhuhu

dahla tgh kelam kabut, tengah kalut-kalut nak siapkan banyak kerja sebelum "crash" di kL ... huhuhu ... ada saja halangan ... bertambah aku tulis ne, bertambah rasa sengal pulak gg ne... huhuhuhu

sabarlah wahai diri,

too ...

2011-03-18T13:00:00.005+08:00

I've been thinking too much on doing so many things

that

I end up doing less and less action to get them done

what a mess! like all the things in my mind!

thinking and still thinking,

murah

2011-03-16T15:28:00.006+08:00

banyak dapat emel dari airasia tentang tambang murah ke pelbagai tempat dalam dan juga luar malaysia. menarik! balik sabah pon cuma dari USD 9 he ;)

siyesly, bile tgk tambang murah tu kan, ak x terpk pon pasal nak balik kampung. terukkan? yang ak pk nak travel jalan2 jer ... huhuhhu. byk tempat ak teringin nak p, korea, jepun, new york! oh, teringinnyer jika boleh, mahu sambung belajar d luar malaysia, x pon, p conference kt luar negara pon sudah cukup besh! ;p

bile org tanye, bile balik sabah lagi? ak x plan pon ape2, tp ak simply akan jawab raya nnti kot. padahal rase2 mcam x balik juga tahun ini. kenapa? sebab inshaAllah ak abis kontrak bulan 9 nnti, x kan la ak nak cuti pjg bulan 8 raya tu kan kalu dah bulan 9 nak berhenti keje n inshaAllah ak kene berusaha utk bwk mak ayah ak dtg penang bulan 9 nnti.

ya Allah, kuatkanlah hambamu utk merealisasikan impianku ini ... amin ;)

*awak, jom melancong same! be it by bus, train, flight or car ... maybe for the first and also the last time ;)

xo,

bukan putus asa, ingin putus saja

2011-03-11T14:12:00.006+08:00

janganlah kau salah

aku bukan putus asa
tapi
ingin putus saja

kerana tak cinta
sudah tak bisa
denganmu...

Love this song once i heard it in nurul cakap cakap entry. it's a catchy straight to the point song! :P

*suara gamal, the male singer macam suara anuar zain n he looks like my junior in jenan, safwan kot name die ;)

xo,

oh my, oh my

2011-03-10T08:48:00.002+08:00

my all time favorite!

awak, jom!

xo,

nur

2011-03-10T08:40:00.002+08:00

kasih,

thousands "sms"es

2011-03-09T13:02:00.003+08:00

aigooooo,

sway

2011-03-09T09:45:00.002+08:00

will you sway with me?

xoxo,

first

2011-03-04T10:53:00.002+08:00

I Loved you first!

as pure as white

xoxo,

harapan

2011-03-03T13:41:00.003+08:00

cepatla habis belajar...

sebab...

aku nak kawen!!!

*bukan menggatal ok, sebab aku dah berumur lebih suku abad! *alasan* kuikuikui :p

dengan penuh harap,
aku berdoa agar berpeluang sekali lagi menyarung jubah ungu ini :)

salam,

change

2011-03-01T10:42:00.003+08:00

am thinking of changing my daily routine or should i say eating routine?

waking up early in the morning, making my own breakfast, am "freakingly" bored to eat everyday at subaidah ... sigh* drinking milk or coffee that i made

then, after work, i'll cook for dinner yet eat before 8pm. need to find easy, simple and healthy recipes! hmmm... guess eating more veges and fruits rite, less fried"licious" meal. just simply mixing cut apples with yogurt would be a healthy simple dinner or adding more salad to my tuna sandwich...

oh, i really wish i could make it happen! need more sleeping beauty too! yosh!

berusahalah!

xoxo,

Are you geeking out?

2011-02-25T08:43:00.006+08:00

Everytime I heard the word "geek", I'll picture a "nerd" boy wearing big glasses and carrying lotsa books ... ehehheh. From my high school years, I've always admire the one who are wearing glasses, for me, they really look intelligent and "he must be a smart boy!" what a silly perception right?

So, what is the meaning of "geek"?

From wikipedia,

The word "geek" is a slang term, with different meanings ranging from "a computer expert or enthusiast" to "a carnival performer who performs sensationally morbid or disgusting acts", with a general pejorative meaning of "a peculiar or otherwise dislike person, especially one who is perceived to be overly intellectual"

The word "geek" has been used in the NEW MEDIA FRAMEWORK. New media or the current media are as such; social network sites (FB, MySpace), online games, video sharing sites (YouTube) and gadgets such as iPods and smartphones (iPhone, BlackBerry).

From a current research on how do we really integrate these new media in our life, they have outlined three terminology or genres of participation with new media.

1) Hanging out

A genre of participation that correspond with friendship-driven practices in which engagement with new media is motivated by desire to maintain social connection with friends.

Activities: hanging out in FB, BBM (BlackBerry Messenger), WhatsApp Smartphone Messenger, "Twittering"

2) Messing around

A genre of participation that represents the beginning of a more intense engagement with new media. Focus on the workings and content of the technology and media themselves, thinkering, exploring and extending their understanding.

Activities: using search engines ("Googling"); other forms of online exploration such as web forums; using digital production tools in customizing and thinkering for media creation

3) Geeking out

A genre of participation primarily refers to an intense commitment or engagement with new media or technology often one particular media property, genre, or a type of technology.

Activities: programming, blogging, "moodling" in MOODLE, developing databases

Source: Living and learning with new media: Summary of findings from the digital youth project

From the above description, I guess am a "geek" after all! am blogging and it's considered as geeking out with new media ... ehhehehe

Am a "geek",

words

2011-02-24T09:20:00.003+08:00

your kiss is not on my list

2011-02-23T09:35:00.011+08:00

recently, i've been kissed so many time by mr. charlie. d*mn you mr. charlie!!!

mr. charlie is actually an insect locally known as "charlie" and it's name is rove beetle. come from the insecta class, coleoptera order and staphylinidae famili. according to this source , rove beetles' hemolymph contain toxic that are poisonous which is known as pederin (C₂₅H₄₅NO_9).

mr. charlie (pic source)

Surprisingly, this insect neither sting nor bite, it just "kiss" you! Maybe you will feel a lil bit itchy and you might crushed charlie on your skin without noticing it and there you go, the pederin will cause blister and eventually irritate your skin.

"kiss" mark from mr. charlie

I've been using bio oil and vaseline petroleum jelly to help me heal the irritation skin. Bio oil contains vit A and vit E which are good to our skin and natural oil such as calendula, lavender, rosemary and chamomile oil and of course their breakthrough ingredient, the PurCellin Oil. What i like about using bio oil is that it quickly absorb into our skin not like the vaseline petroleum jelly. I just bought the petroleum jelly yesterday and spread it overnight and it still left the greasiness feel on my skin despite showering this morning.

Petroleum jelly is actually a non-polar hydrocarbon hydrophobic compound which means that it repels water. Studies have shown that petroleum jelly has no medicinal effect on healing blisters.
From wikipedia:

Vaseline’s effectiveness in accelerating wound healing stems from its sealing effect on cuts and burns, which inhibits germs from getting into the wound and keeps the injured area supple by preventing the skin's moisture from evaporating.

Bio oil works similarly:

Bio-Oil contains no preservatives. Microbes (bacteria, fungi and moulds) require the presence of water (or water vapour) and, in most cases, oxygen, to survive and proliferate. Bio-Oil is anhydrous (no water present) making preservatives unnecessary as it is very difficult, if not impossible, for microbes to develop in this environment.

ointments

hopefully i'll get my "beautiful" skin back! so, mr. charlie, your kiss is not on my list!

xoxo,

p/s: my heart crushed everytime i think of it... not mr charlie, but you ... yes you...

memento

2011-02-21T17:16:00.004+08:00

when you don't understand me, it's called misunderstanding,
when I don't understand myself, it's called missing you...

o kecik dan o besar, o-0,

money talk

2011-02-18T08:57:00.004+08:00

For the past few weeks, I've always arrive early in the morning at my workspace. Changing my morning routine after breakfast to read the highlights news by Yahoo page give me time to rest a bit before start reading 'heavy stuff'. There will be a lot of information ranging from entertainment, people and what's happening around the world, beauty, health and so much more. I've realized that am more attracted to read more on beauty and health such as 5 sneaky things that make you look older and surprisingly more on financial tips but of course not on finance news! =p

This morning I've come to an article on 10 ways to stop marriage money fights The article give simple guideline on how to stop arguing about MONEY between husbands and wives but in my opinion really help in changing our habit and inshaAllah will bring more happy moments with our loved ones than spending more time fighting! One of the main point that attract me is "Learn when to discuss it". This is really related to our communication skills, don't wait until the bills arrived and when we are angry on something. We need to discuss when we are on the peace of mind, calm and set the time to discuss properly, make a date to discuss about the family financial (too many discuss word in one sentence ;p)

Other main points on the ways to stop arguing are:

-get organized (write down our budget, kept the bills and payment documents)
-create money saving ritual (which is important to make sure that we have something that I call a backup plan or emergency money)
-be honest and don't play the blame game (blaming our spouses on what happen is the reason on fighting, so lets be patience and stop blaming by discussing and finding the ways to set the family financial goal)

the full article: 10 ways to stop money marriage fights

*am not yet married though

salam,

letting go

2011-01-28T14:08:00.010+08:00

some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go
~herman hesse

am letting you go
but
i'll always remember you

smile always,

aku memang NAK!

2011-01-21T17:06:00.010+08:00

oleh kerana ada kemahuan, maka aku usaha jugak dan akhirnya ...

hamek engkau ... 3 buah sekali aku beli! ... miahhahaha

2 bagaikan Khadijah di hati Rasulullah dan 1 berbunga cinta Aisyah di hati Rasulullah

1 untuk aku, 1 untuk dia, 1 untuk rakan

mungkin sibuk, tak sempat baca,

mungkin letih, tak sempat baca,

mungkin sakit, tak sempat baca,

tapi, jika ada kesempatan,

bacalah walau sedikit ... ;)

mari membaca!

salam,

nak atau x nak?

2011-01-21T13:25:00.007+08:00

Pagi tadi aku p lib nak pinjam buku, cuma bawa buku catatan kecil, pendrive bersama kunci laci d opis dan semestinya kad matrik. Setibanya aku d DTSP, wah ... ada jualan. wah ... buku!!! tercari-cari buku berchenta sampai syurga ... tanya punya tanya, ala ... xdak la pulak, aku terima nikahnya aderlerrr ... usha2 lagi ... wah .. buku "berbunga cinta aisyah di hati rasulullah" ... sedap tajuknya, macam besh. chantek pulak muka depan ... buka sket, bace sket, eh, boleh tahan, x la skema sgt, kang aku x dpt istiqamah bace plak ... ehhehe. nak beli ini atau buku "bagaikan khadijah di hati rasulullah" ? aisyah la ... ehehhe k, angkut dan menuju orang nak bayar ... belum sempat sampai, eh, mane dompet aku? alahai ... x bawak!!! uwaaaaaaaaa ... padan muka! tula, dah habit suka hands free, handbag tak layan ... miahahhaha ;p

situasi 1: lepas ne jugak2, aku balik PTPM dan datang balik DTSP beli buku ne

situasi 2: alahai, malaslah, nanti minggu depan aku p lagi, ada rezeki buke lagi jualan tu, adalerrrr ...

situasi 1 @ situasi 2? mana yang lebih baik?

situasi 1: kompem dapat bace terus, inshaallah dapat faedah, boleh pinjamkan buku pada orang laen untuk manfaat bersama

situasi 2: mungkin dapat beli, mungkin tidak. sebabnya telah ditakdirkan mungkin belum sampai masanya ak bace buku tu ...

tapi yelakan, kalu tak beli sekrang mungkin x kan terbeli dah ... tpkan bukankah juga jika ada kemahuan, pasti ada jalan? maknanya, kalu betul2 nak, pasti usaha akan beli jugak ... aku leh jer p beli tadi, petang ne, atau nanti ...

aku rase yg paling tepat ialah NAK atau X NAK jerrr ... sebegini mudahkah dalam pemilihan jodoh pula? sudah pasti TIDAK ...

gila-gila remaja,
... erkkk *25 tahun hampir 2 bulan sudah .... perasan remaja lg ... miahahhah*

status: saya orang sabah, tapi kebanyakan monolog dalaman adalah dalam tidak ber"slang" sabahan hasil daripada hidup di rantauan selama hampir 13 tahun. sekian ... miahahaha ;p

i cry

2011-01-18T16:55:00.006+08:00

never heard of this westlife song before. wonder if it's their new song?

after browsing through the wiki, surprisingly it was from their 2001 album, world of our own

the lyrics really enticed me to hear it over and over again ... well, typical me, whenever i fell in love with a beautiful song, i'll let the song play until i got bored which may took almost a week or longer *in the case of lagu hanyut!!!

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly

inshaAllah, i'll find the way

inshaAllah, i'll be fine

xoxo,

during ajl 25

2011-01-10T12:41:00.009+08:00

once "selamat malam" started,

man: for u

woman: thank u

once "hanyut" started,

woman: u buat i hanyut

man: meh, i bg pelampung

woman: thanx coz i x pandai berenang

man: i pun

woman: jadi, kite lemas? *wakawakawaka

kasihan FT, hampir lemas dan terus tenggelam di bawa arus ajl 25

tolong jangan ingatkan aku, aku mahu "hanyut" dalam tidurku, siangkan tiba bercahaya, "selamat malam" sayangku~

p/s: bukan nak kutuk ana, tapi kaciwa sebab lagu peberet x memang ... kui3

xoxo,

tanah tumpahnya darahku!

2010-12-30T09:30:00.004+08:00

alhamdulillah

cayalah malaysia

tanah tumpahnya darahku!

fahmi, penjaga gol terbaik malaysia

.... keranamu malaysia, jumaat cuti!!!

xoxo,

yakinlah!

2010-12-22T09:32:00.005+08:00

sudah ada perancangan untuk masa depan, tapi, aku masih tersangkut di sini. Ya Allah, bantulah, tabahkanlah serta permudahkanlah hambaMU ini untuk meneruskan perjalanan ... amin ~

kenapa? pasti ada hikmahNya ~ yakinlah!

salam,

rasa ini

2010-11-26T10:03:00.005+08:00

terima kasih ya Allah

Engkau tukarkan rasa sedih hati ini dengan suatu yang sangat menggembirakan

rasa kehilangan dengan rasa kebahagiaan

untuk kamu, selamat tinggal

untuk mereka, selamat datang

xoxo

col

2010-11-23T22:24:00.003+08:00

am crying out loud inside

xoxo

8000 Q - part II

2010-11-19T17:18:00.008+08:00

for the past 2 weeks, i've been busy with the 8000 Q

goshhhhhh ~ so tiring T.T

pasting the codes on the Q

thousands of Q ~ 1 pack = 200 Q

packaging these for the teachers

about half of the Q already organized in envelopes

~still much more to go

will continue this after coming back from kL ^^

xoxo,

p/s: kepada kak yan, nnti zam jawab tag tu ye ;)

tepu

2010-11-11T15:48:00.005+08:00

aku rasa letih. nak baca, memang nak, semangat ada, tapi ...

semangat aku sekarang tenggelam timbul,

sekejap aku rasa bersemangat sangat2, sekejap hilang

aku bingung dengan rasa diri ini

aku perlu kuat, perlu bertahan, fikir masa depan

mari kita tenangkan fikiran

Maher Zain - Insha Allah | Insya Allah | ماهر زين - إن شاء الله

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

inshaALLAH,

8000 Q

2010-11-04T11:55:00.004+08:00

need to code 8000 questionnaires for the research

"blank" feeling

in the name of ALLAH, the most gracious, the most merciful

let's do it!

xoxo,

you're amazing, just the way you are

2010-11-03T16:37:00.003+08:00

currently, listening and addicted to this lovely super gorgeous song! ;p

Love the lyrics too!

Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are

Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
The way you are, the way you are
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are. Yeah

xoxo,

till we meet again

2010-11-02T16:59:00.007+08:00

selalu benar rasanya kaki ini bertapak di kuala lumpur sejak kebelakangan ini

setiap bulan (chehhhhh, baru sept dan oct .. hihihi ;p) mesti pergi, samada untuk seminar atau bengkel

sampaikan minggu lepas pergi hanya untuk sehari di EPRD di kementerian pelajaran malaysia (KPM) bagi memohon untuk kelulusan penyelidikan

rasa macam pelik pun ada, pagi pergi kL, eh, malam dah ada di penang semula

chantek bila tiba di putrajaya, mahu saja rasanya menangkap gambar di sana sini di bangunan kerajaan di KPM tu, tapi adek dah pesan, takleh tangkap gambar, jadi, memang tiada langsung gambar. huhuuhuuh.

pengalaman bergelar penyelidik

menaiki klia transit dari klia ke putrajaya, hanya rm6.20! murah kan ^^ kalau tak silap, dengan klia transit ne, dari klia ke kL central hanya rm 9.50. *ish2, baru taw ada klia transit neh*

akan ke kL lagi akhir bulan ini untuk menghadiri seminar
mungkinkah itu kali terakhir kita akan bertemu?

till we meet again ^^ terima kasih

xoxo,

hanyut

2010-10-01T17:37:00.011+08:00

am addicted to faizal tahir's "hanyut"

can't stop listening to it

but now i need to stop listening coz he's in my head singing day n night! ;p

been in kL for 4 days to attend a conference

after reaching kL on sunday, we went straight to midvalley

during the loitering activities, we found a set of pencil colours worth RM1600!!!

dare to buy?

~ a Loving and sweet day to remember, thinking of it makes me smile (^^)

till we meet again ...

yang HANYUT dalam ingatan,

2010-09-08T08:48:00.005+08:00

pertama kali akan beraya puasa di semenanjung setelah hampir 12 tahun berada di sini.

selamat hari raya aidilfitri khas buat semua rakan, guru, pensyarah, keluarga dan semua umat Islam.

maaf zahir & batin

(^^)v

salam rindu buat keluarga tersayang,

tahan

2010-08-10T13:27:00.003+08:00

tahan. menahan. ditahan. tertahan.

salam ramadhan

wishing all Muslims a blessed and blissful month

salam,

luahan

2010-07-18T02:13:00.007+08:00

tertipu. ditipu.
rupanya, aku yang menipu.

dikejar.
rupanya, aku yang masih mengejar.

hati aku sakit. aku sakit hati.

aku tidak dihargai. aku tidak menghargai.

salam,

makan-makan

2010-07-02T23:39:00.015+08:00

sebenarnya mahu *update tentang aktiviti minggu lepas di melaka. tapi belum cukup gambar yang menarik mahu dimuat naik. ngeeeeeeeee ^^

*entry merapu, hanya gambar makanan*

mungkinkah aku tengah berlapar sehinggakan memuat naik gambar makanan?

tambahan pula, perasaan cemburu dengan blogger lain yang memuat naik gambar makanan yang mereka masak ataupun kek dan manisan yang mereka buat. waaaaaaaa... aku mahu juga! tapi apakan daya, kumasih tinggal di asrama. T.T

hanya mampu makan tako tao di QB mall, penang. namun sangat sodap! sangat suka! nak lagi!

kopek sendiri, makan sendiri, habiskan sendiri!!!

sarapan di anjung budi USM, penang

minum petang sebaik sampai di lahad datu, sabah *panas-panas*

nasi briyani auliah, lahad datu, sabah. sedap! hari-hari makan ne. mau ndak gemok kan? ngeh3 ;p tp, teringin makan nasi briyani kapitan.

hasil tangannya untukku, terima kasih :)

SEKARANG, KETAGIH menjamu selera di:

kecoq ayaq liuq che'. bila lagi leh p ne?

lastly,

bilalah makanan nak sampai ne? sampai menongkat dagu sudah aku menunggu! ^^

perlu bangun awal untuk sarapan. harap-harap dapat makan nasi lemak!

salam,

pondering

2010-06-25T00:12:00.001+08:00

everyone excelled in their own ways not by the A's

a statement regarding the possibility of abolishing UPSR and PMR. the exams have made our students too exam oriented and people labeled excellent students with the A's they got. but, what will happen to our education system without these two important national exams? will they stay in focus? - one thing for sure, pursuing studies without exams really are dangerous!- that goes for me T.T

salam,

thinking and writing

2010-06-24T00:20:00.010+08:00

am currently reading a book written by M. Bakri Musa, a Malaysian-born surgeon in California who writes issues affecting Malaysia. this book was inspired by his late parents who were teachers.

an education system worthy of Malaysia is the title of the book. the writer proposed on reforming the schools, higher education and the ministry of education.

"the reforms suggested here will make Malaysians fluently bilingual in Malay and English, science literate, and mathematically competent, as well as foster a common Malaysian identity"

-quoted directly from the book description

how i really wish that our education system can really produce future generations who are competent in all the areas stated above. from my point of view, not much of Malaysian are fluently bilingual. maybe a person will be fluent in Malay, but poor in English. more surprisingly when children today can understand English word but not the Malay word. as for an example, a kindergarten child can understand the word triangle and draw it, but when ask to draw "segi tiga", they might not understand it!

am sorry for my poor written English, am still learning and i will kept on learning.

am writing in English to improve myself. ^^

from the view of M. Bakri Musa, Malaysians today have problems in speaking English because they would first think what they want to speak in their mother tongue and then translate it into English. This process is mentally inefficient and will sound "Manglish" (p. 163)

the writer suggested that our students should think in English and they will speak in English, bypassing the mental translation (p.164)

from this, i learned that when we want to write something in English, we have to think in English and then write in it. i also think that, with poor vocabulary, it's hard to think and write in English, therefore, we have to read more English books, information and resources

lets read more, then think and write in English

practice makes perfect! ^^

england 1-slovenia 0 ;p

salam,

coretan buat si putih

2010-06-18T02:45:00.011+08:00

bengang. hanya kerana dia terganggu tidurku.

geram. hanya kerana dia habis waktu sepetang dan semalamku.

sakit hati. hanya kerana dia habis tisu-tisuku.

kenapalah kau buat hal tika aku memerlukanmu?

oh, sayangku cik putih suci bersih

moga-moga kau akan pulih esok pagi dan aku dapat meneruskan kerjaku

~ menyesal pula beli ink cucuk jarum ne. memang tak reti pun. dolu2 pun gune sekejap jer mase masih gune printer lame.

~remeh dan leceh.

marilah kite beli ink yang original. sigh*

reasons for say anything

2010-06-16T21:03:00.009+08:00

i planned to have my own blog after am married. but, thinking that am not getting married anytime soon at that time, i've decided to have a blog. ngeh3. foolish reason kan? hohoho ^^

say anything have been on my mind for my blog's name. maybe, it's simply because we can say anything in our blog rite? ;P

but, it was always because of this old time ♥ story named say anything film back on the late 80's. gosh! its actually a 1989 film, therefore, my bro n sis were just babies then! ehehehe.

i heart john cusack in this film! here's the trailer for the film:

this film was and still famous with it's iconic scene where cusack (lloyd in the film) holding over his head a boombox outside the heroin's window. there was also a reference of this sweet scene in one of the episodes from grey's anatomy! source: wiki

much of the lines and quotes in this film really adores me. source: imdb

1) cusack (lloyd): She's gone. She gave me a pen. I gave her my heart, she gave me a pen.

2) lloyd sister: The world is full of guys. Be a man. Don't be a guy.

3) lloyd: What I really want to do with my life - what I want to do for a living - is I want to be with your daughter. I'm good at it.

lastly,

say something,
say something smart
say something clever
say something honest
say something scary
say something painful
say something meaningful
say ANYTHING ^^

salam,

contest BY MYSELF oleh so close 2213

2010-06-16T02:28:00.008+08:00

ini kali pertama ikut *contest*

macam seronok pula kan? heheheh

contest ini dianjurkan oleh so close 2213

http://soclose2213.blogspot.com/2010/05/contest-by-myself.html

dan tarikh akhir contest ini adalah pada hari jadi so close 2213 iaitu 18 jun 2010

ini peraturan contest BY MYSELF ne:

1) jadi follower so close 2213 beres

2) tepek banner serta link di sidebar beres

3) entry khas untuk contest ini beres

4) gambar dihadapn cermin dan diambil sendiri beres, tapi cermin kecil jer. bolehkan? cermin juga. ehehhehe

5) gambar original memang ori

6) gambar adalah pemilik blog betul

7) tinggalkan url kat bhgn komen entry contest by myself oleh so close 2213 beres

setelah semua beres, inilah gambar yang dipertaruhkan:

akhir sekali,

selamat hari lahir so close 2213

18 jun 2010

\(^^)/

salam,

tab menu on your blog

2010-06-15T18:41:00.018+08:00

do you want to have tab menus on your blog?

these are my tab menus that i've created from a tutorial shared by
adik intan nurul fateha

thank you dik ;)

LET's LEARN \(^^)/

1) create or design your tab menu by using photoshop, photoscape, picnik or picasa. i used photoscape because it's free and easy.

2) after creating/designing your tab menus, upload them to any image hosting web such as photobucket, flickr or imageshack. i used photobucket. Free and easy.

3) now, open your blog, go to design, click-> page elements -> add a gadget -> HTML/JavaScript

4) copy paste all your html code of the tab menus image that you have upload in the image hosting web.

5) click on the rich text at the right above the HTML/Java script box

6) click on each image to link them to your blogpost that is relevant.

* For an example, click the image of vintage and link it to all the post that you have labeled vintage.

*this can simply be done by clicking your vintage label and copy paste the add into the link box for the image of vintage*

7) after linking all the tab menus image, drag them to the position that you want. i put them below my blog title.

click SAVE and you can happily VIEW your new face blog!!!

HAVE FUN

salam,

blinked, striked and underlined text

2010-06-15T04:01:00.011+08:00

in the quest of being a "tegar" blogger, i've been searching on tips and guidance on many things that will help me in blogging such as increasing web traffic, layouts, designs, cute animation and very recently about nuffnang.

much of my blogwalking, i've discovered words and letters striked and always wondered how to do that? i've been searching all the buttons provided on the compose page of the new post and couldn't find any. and yup, am too shy to ask. hohohoho

luckily for me today, i've discovered this very easy and kind sharing info on doing the things i've wondered

now, i can easily do:

llizam85
blink-blink

~~llizam85~~
striked

llizam85
underlined

\(^^)/
fun.fun.fun
i knew it was easy and probably most bloggers knew this, but nothing wrong in sharing something easy as this right?

thank you adik

intan nurul fateha

salam,

adikku, si leftenan muda

2010-06-13T09:57:00.028+08:00

semalam, 12 jun 2010

hari yang manis macam gula2 lolipop yg bulat chomey tu buat my lil sis... ehehhe. semalam merupakan hari

istiadat pentauliahan diraja pegawai kadet palapes ke-29

yang berlangsung di usm, penang.

memang seronokla kan. excited sangat2. lebih2 lagi buat d usm penang kan. gosh!!!

seawal 2 minggu sebelum hari istiadat, adikku serta palapes yg bakal ditauliahkan sudah pun berada di usm untuk persediaan. berlatih kawad dari subuh sampailah ke malam!!! malam juga kadang-kadang ada raptai untuk majlis pentauliahan d dewan tuanku syed putra (DTSP), usm

acara bermula seawal pukul 7 pagi!!! memang sangat awal!!! sarapan pun tak sempat ... eheheh.

acara yang pertama berlangsung di padang kawad usm:

acara perbarisan pentauliahan diraja

acara yang kedua berlangsung di DTSP, usm:

istiadat pengurniaan watikah tauliah

gambar-gambar yang sempat aku rakamkan sebagai kenangan terindah!!!

perbarisan masuk padang. seawal pukul 7.15 pagi

ketibaan DYTM Raja Muda Perlis dan DYTM Raja Puan Muda Perlis

polis yang mengiringi DYTM Raja Muda Perlis dan DYTM Raja Puan Muda Perlis

pemeriksaan perbarisan oleh DYTM Raja Muda Perlis dan Naib Canselor USM

tabik hormat sebelum memulakan tugas sebagai "pengangkut" hadiah untuk sesi pengurniaan hadiah kepada pegawai kadet terbaik

tentera udara

tentera darat

pancaragam atm

DTSP sebelum istiadat bermula

para pegawai palapes yang bakal ditauliahkan

setelah selesai, barulah berpeluang berjumpa dengan orang yang diraikan!!!

presenting! ... my lil SIS:

adikku, si leftenan muda

tahniah adikku.
kami sangat berbangga denganmu.
semoga berjaya dan lebih berjaya di masa hadapan yang sedang menantimu

sayang selalu,

from ur sis yang terlebih excited!! ngeeeeeee ... :P

alhamdulillah

insyaALLAH kita sekeluarga will be there in shah alam this coming October for your graduation ceremony!!! yeay!!!
xo xo,
gossip girl
sedikit info:

apa itu PALAPES atau ROTU? kilk sini untuk: Rejimen Askar Wataniah dan sini untuk: Pasukan Latihan Pegawai Simpanan

salam,

mahu tidur

2010-06-04T20:05:00.008+08:00

mahu.mahu.mahu

banyak betul yang aku mahu. sekarang rasa mahu tidur. mengantuk dan letih. tapi kalau tidur sekarang, malam nanti pasti sukar untuk tidur.

sekarang ini memang susah mahu tidur malam. rasa ngantuk, tapi tahan. tahan untuk apa, aku pun tak tahu. bila sudah baring dan sedia untuk tidur, mata pula segar. aduhhhhh ... insomnia ka apa? minggu lepas, 5 hari berturut-turut tak dapat tidur malam ...

banyak sangat fikir. fikir terlalu banyak. banyak betul fikiran.

penyelesaiannya, hanya satu. lepaskan yang sangkut ini. oh, cepatlah, cepatlah!!!

sakit jari-jemari ini seharian kerja pada hari ini. sakit mata sampai berpinar-pinar bagai orang yang perlu memakai kaca mata. sampaikan makan nasi pun tak sempat.

bila boss tanya, dah lunch? dah dah <--------- serasa mahu berkata: belum boss, sempat minum sekotak susu jer, itupun dengan selaju-lajunya menghirup air yang penuh lemak berkrim itu. dah print? dah dah semua pun dah dah. tapi bila dah pukul 5 lebih, "mmm, saya sambung hari isnin la ye Dr." sambil buat muka kasihan kerana teruk di'buli' boss ... ehehhe. walaupun banyak kerja hari ini. tapi, aku seronok. aku memang suka buat kerja. rasa bosan dan tidak berguna bila tiada kerja. satu lagi hal hari ini bila bateri h/pku mati. aduiiii... susahnya hidup. tambah2 pulak sangat memerlukannya tadi. terpaksa aku berjalan ke sana sini, tercari-cari, tertanya-tanya manalah public phone ne. orang dah tak guna kerrrr? sampai susah sangat nak jumpa? *padan muka kan, bila susah, tiada h/p baru nak cari public phone ...hohoho*

tapi, sekarang aku betul-betul mahu makan ^^

misi dan visi:

perlu melepaskan diri dari tersangkut ini!
Ya Allah, bantulah diriku ... amin

salam,

aku mahu pulang

2010-06-02T18:00:00.005+08:00

aku mahu pulang

salam,

2010-04-15T00:06:00.024+08:00

alhamdulillah

pagi ini aku akan kembali ke kampung halaman setelah tidak pulang selama hampir 7 bulan berada di perantauan (lamanyaaaaaaaaaaa kan kan kan?)

kiranya aku ne, belajar di oversea jugaklakan? kan?
over the south china sea and over the penang bridge lagi ... ehehehhe

rinduku sudah tidak tertanggung lagi

gembira rasa hati ini \(^^)/

sempena hari yang berbahagia ini, aku pun membeli banyak kelengkapan untuk meraikannya ... chehhhh macam hari nak nikah pulakkk ... muahahahah

bukan selalu aku pulang, jadi aku ada beli sedikit barang-barang untuk dibawa pulang bersama

oleh itu,

DEAR
mari kita layan gambar ... lebih menyeronokkan bukan? =)

ini tudung yang aku beli untuk ummiku tersayang (adakah semuanya akan jadi milikku jua nanti? ehehhe ... buruk siku betulllll =p)

(beli di charosta, town. sehelai tak sampai rm15)

ini pula selendang pashmina untuk diriku (untuk diri sendiri juga perlu ada ... sesi manja2kan diri sendiri ... ehehehe) ka ummi mau yang ini?

(beli di kedai tudung di tesco, sehelai rm10 ... oklakan?)

baju-baju ini khas untuk ummi, bapak n adik lelaki (untuk adik perempuanku, nnti aku belikan yaaaa ... ehehhehe)

(beli di kedai kooperasi USM (kot?) bawah hilton, 3 helai tak sampai 90 oklakan?)

kali ini, aku shopping sakan untuk manjakan kakiku ... ehehhe

ini wedges pertama yang pernah aku beli dan aku sangat suka warnanya!!! pertama kali beli sandal sebegini tinggi, berjayakah aku untuk berjalan dengan jayanya? selama ini, kasut 1 inci pun, aku dah rasa tak stabil ... diriku memang pen*chenta* flat. tp, bila pakai flat memanjang, rasa diri ini sangat rendah. lebih-lebih lagi bila dikelilingi orang yang tingi-tinggi belaka dan mereka pula memakai heeelsss!!! waaaaaaaaa ... aku sgt rendah!!! (tidak mahu menggunakan perkataan "pendek". tidak kiut ... eheheheh)

crocs jerrr ... eh eh bukan, crocodile jerrr ... takla mahal sangat kan? kan? ehehhe

(pandangan dari tepi, fuhhh tinggi jugak ye. eheheh. beli di parkson, komtar)

♥ white !!!

(sampaikan kawan aku pernah kata: "semua kasut ko putih jerrrr ... macam nurse pulak aku tgk" aduiiyaaaiiii ... nak wat camnerrr ... kasut putih yang aku ada, semua ku ngk comey2 kiut miut belaka ... eheheh)

kalau wedges putih tadi kasut tertinggi yang pernah aku beli, ini pula aku nak rakamkan kasut term*h*l yang pernah aku beli!!! eheheh (duit sendiri okeh!!! ^^) *mungkin nanti tinggal kenangan ... huhuhu*

tadaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

ini crocs ORI punya ... beli di butik crocs di queensbay mall, penang

masa beli ne, masa baru2 crocs ne pemes, belum ada jual lagi yang macam2 crocs tak berapa nak ori di pasaran ... eheheehe

oleh kerana, gelora crocs yang tak berapa ori ini sangat hebat, maka aku pun terjebak sama dengan membeli satu crocs tak berapa nak ori di pasar malam feringgi. murah okey, belas2 jerrr.

putih juga!!! oh, suka suka =)

chantek kan? kiut miut di kakiku ... muahahahah. *masuk lif, tekan sendiri la kan? sape lagi nak puji aku kan? =) *

ini lagi satu hadiah buat manjakan kakiku, sandal untuk aku jalan-jalan di sabah nanti. ehehehhe. beli sebab aku takdak sandal yang *sopan* untuk digayakan ... asyik2 pakai crocs memanjanggg ... sian crocs aku yang sudah mahu uzur ituuuu ... huhuhuh

chantek jugak la kan? aku suka, cumanya susah nak pakai nanti, ngkla tali kat belakang tu, jenuh che' nak pasang nnti ... tp, oleh kerana "my seni" yang pilih dan dia suka, beli jerlakan ... eheheh. beli di pacific, komtar. murah jugak, tak sampai 30 ... okla kan?

Lastly, buah tangan dari pulau mutiaraaaaa ...

jeruk buah ne, khas buat bapak aku, beliau suka makan. kami rasa2 jak ya nanti. eheheh

000OOOooooopppppssssss....

bagi mereka2 yang membaca blog ini *adaka jugak ya pembaca blog ini?* muaahahhaha

maapkan che' la ye, semua gambar2 agak2 show opp ini bukan biat untuk berlagak, tapi mahu sharing2 gitu ... betuika niat neh? ishk3 ... =p

yang pastinya semua ini,

mungkin nanti,

hanya

tinggal kenangan.

biarlah menjadi

kenangan terindah \(^^)/

selamat tinggal pulau pinang ...
oh, sabah ... aku datang ...

salam,

katilku goyang-goyangan

2010-04-07T16:04:00.011+08:00

tepat pada pukul 6.16 pagi tadi (bangun jer, aku terus tengok jam pada HP), aku terjaga dari mimpi

kurasakan katilku bergoyang-goyang (nasib baik bukan badanku yang digoyang-goyangkan ... seram pulak ye @.@)

aku terduduk, katilku terasa bergoyang lagi. aku pelik. dari mimpika goyangan ini? sampai masuk ke alam nyata?

bila terasa masih bergoyang, aku terus berdiri. aaaaaaaa ... tidak rasa bergoyang pula. ini bukan gempa, perasaanku saja barangkali.

aku duduk kembali di atas katil. uuuuuuuuuuu ... masih kuterasa goyangannya. kenapa katilku pulak yang bergoyang ne? nak kata gempa, sunyi sepi jerrrr kan, yelaaaa kalu gempa, musti orang dah bising2 kan???

memang aneh. tapi aku teruskan jua masa pagiku dengan mandi dan solat.

ah, goyang-goyangan ini perasaan kusaja. kadang terfikir juga, macam ada yang goyang-goyang katil aku pagi tadi supaya bangun subuh. alhamdulillah.

tapi, bila fikir-fikir balik, seram pula ... yela duk bilik sorang ... iskkk ... taknak fikirla. lupekannnn

akhirnya, keanehan terungkai apabila aku terbaca di FB yang ada gempa bumi pagi tadi.

dalam jam 5.15 pagi tadi ada gempa bumi kuat berukuran 7.2 pada skala Richter yang berlaku di Sinabang, Aceh - BERNAMA.COM

semasa gempa yag menyebabkan tsunami dahulu pun, aku terasa sedikit gegaran.

dan aku pernah rasa gegaran yang kuat juga (bagi aku) semasa aku masih kecil lagi (sekarang pun masih kecil lagi walaupun sudah mengambang ... muahahahah) iaitu semasa aku darjah 3 kalau tidak silap.

pagi itu, aku bangun lewat (cuti hujung minggula katakan .. ehehhe). bangun jer, aku terus duduk depan TV (my favourite hobby sampai sekarang!)

TIBA-TIBA

sofa yang aku duduk itu, bergoyang dengan kuatnya. aku terkejut! dan terus bangun dan berlari tanpa berfikir apa-apa lagi. kecil lagi kot nak risau benda lain kan.

sedar-sedar aku dah kat luar rumah dengan ahli keluargaku yang lain.

nasib baik pakaian tidurku sopan pada waktu itu. aku masih ingat lagi, berseluar hitam (seluar silatku *silat gerak kilat?* dari sekolah lama di tawau ... ehehehhe) dengan baju berwarna ungu (... agaknya la ... )

gegaran itu tidak lama, sekejap jerrr dan tidak ada kemalangan jiwa yang berlaku. cuma ada laporan lanjut selepas itu yang mengatakan adala bangunan yang retak2 jak.

oh ya, ini berlaku di LAHAD DATU, SABAH bah!

mengarut-karut pasal gempa ini sebab aku rasa s**** hari ini. geramnyerrrrrrrrrrr. (adaka patut??? alasan macam ndak ngam jak ne ... huhuhu T.T)

sabarlah wahai hati

... tinggal seminggu sahaja lagi aku akan menjejakkan kaki ini kembali
di negeri di bawah bayu ...
insyaALLAH

oleh itu wahai hati, gembiralah engkau kerana tidak lama lagi kita akan bersua dengan orang-orang yang tersayang ^^

salam,

puas...

2010-04-05T02:26:00.007+08:00

hari yang meletihkan, tapi PUASSSS!!!

hampir 12 jam berkampung,seperti ada kenduri kendara

makan, makan dan makan lagi

\(^^)/

yang paling penting, ada peringatan buat diriku

~alhamdulillah~

kuakan betulkan niatku

kuakan berusaha bersungguh-sungguh,

demi masa depanku

tidak sabar rasa hati mahu pulang, tapi aku perlu menyiapkan segalanya dulu ...

insyaALLAH

salam,

kuala lumpur, 28 mac 2010

2010-03-31T17:00:00.005+08:00

gambar kenangan di dalam lif

The Gardens Hotel

salam,

new divider post

2010-03-31T03:12:00.009+08:00

i've added a divider post that i made by myself using the FREE scrapbook kit from

kevinamanda.com

then,

i've uploaded the image to imageshack
(i've been trying to upload the image to photobucket, but it was tooooooo SLOW like SIPUT!!!)

then,

i've changed my layout from divider post*less*

to

yeeeehaaaa!!! learn this (adding post divider to your blog) from a
SUPER DUPER EASY STEPS
in

shabby blogs

salam,

cari, cari ... jumpa ...

2010-03-30T17:35:00.007+08:00

jumpa ini di sini...

kemudian, edit dengan menggunakan PHOTOSHOP ...

jadi ini ...

... mahu menukar layout lagi, baru tahu bagaimana untuk mengubah itu dan ini di HTML code ...

nantilah, tunggu aku pulang ... yahooooOOOOOOooooo ...

\(^^)/

jumpa ini dan macam-macam lagi di:

salam,