Friday, May 27, 2011

you're getting married

Friday, May 27, 2011
"Sylvie's sort of pregnant. Well not sort of. She is. Pregnant. Actually pregnant with a baby.'
'Oh Dexter! Do you know the father? I'm kidding! Congratulations, Dex. God, aren't you meant to space your bombshells out a bit. Not just drop them all at once?'
She held his face in both hands, looked at it.

'You're getting married?-'
-'And you're going to be a father?'

She hugged him once again her arms high round his neck. She felt drunk, full of affection and a certain sadness too, as if something was coming to an end. She wanted to say something along these lines, but thought it best to do this through a joke.

'Of course you've destroyed any chance I had of future happiness, but I'm delighted for you, really."

emma and dexter in One Day by David Nicholls

p/s: getting a full prep for three days writing workshop @ sungai petani


Thursday, May 26, 2011

kisah hati

Thursday, May 26, 2011
biarku setia menjaga cintamu, selamanya...

jatuh chenta dengan remy ishak dan tasik tasoh dalam video ini ♥

p/s: awak, andai ada kesempatan nanti, saya juga mahu melihat sendiri keindahan tasik timah tasoh ;)


Wednesday, May 25, 2011


Wednesday, May 25, 2011
terima kasih xoxo,

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

unofficially a teacher

Wednesday, May 18, 2011
happy belated teachers' day to all teachers especially in Malaysia, specifically to all my beloved teachers while am at Taski An-Nur (Tawau, Sabah), St. Patrick Kindergarten (Tawau, Sabah), SRK St. Patrick (Tawau, Sabah), SK Lahad Datu II (Lahad Datu, Sabah), SM Sultan Abdul Halim (Jitra, Kedah), Kolej Matikulasi Labuan (WP Labuan) and Universiti Sains Malaysia (Penang). Thank you very much for all the hard work and Love sincerely poured to guide and teach me that I've become who I am today ;)

alhamdulillah, I also got a few teachers' day wishes from my students and friends through smses and also FB although am an not a teacher 'yet' ;) Thank you dearest friends and students for remembering me as a teacher ;)

as far as I could remember, I never intended on being a teacher and as I could remember, my parents really hope that I would be a doctor (I think ... hehe) as am the eldest and I have been studying at a boarding school far from home since am almost 12 years old (high & great expectation)

but, as being me, am just an average student, getting average results and alhamdulillah I manage to do well in SPM which I cried of happiness because I can't believe myself of getting that 'good' results (I did expect to fail few subjects though, luckily the lowest grade that I got was B4).

well, I didn't have any specific ambition until I got my matriculation results which was only 0.11 points from getting 4 flat ... alhamdulillah. So, not that interested into medicine and also biotechnology which is a famous and new field back then, I didn't want to work in laboratories, I prefer working with meeting people and as to nearly fulfilling my parents expectation of me being a doctor, I applied for dentistry (USM is my first choice and other universities). The application form provided eight places or courses to be chosen, therefore for the 7th and 8th places, I entered education courses in USM and also UM as I don't want to choose pure Sciences which for me are not career oriented *so sorry for those who are taking these courses ;)

I never expected that I got the 7th choice of my application based on my results in matriculation (itula, yakin sangat macamla hebat kannn ... huhu) and the saddest part was one of my friend who got exactly the same result got into dentistry in USM. Although I was shocked, but I accepted the path selected for me from Him and what came in my mind was I'll also have a title 'cikgu' (bukan doktorla kan ... hehe) and got to be celebrated each year on teachers' day ... haha (kata-kata penyedap hati ... hehe)

but, really, He knows best! best of the best! alhamdulillah

these are only a few captured memories during my teaching practical at SABAR (sekolah abu bakar al-baqir, parit buntar, perak)

make your own ice cream during science and mathematics week

make your own volcano during science and mathematics week

with my beloved students during science and mathematics week

with friends who were also on teaching practical at the same school, camping at bukit panchor

there are more ups and downs during my undergraduate studies ... but, finally I realized that am lucky and blessed to be 'chosen' to be a teacher ...

although am unofficially a teacher yet, as am currently still pursuing my studies, I'll be one, InshaAllah ;)

p/s: happy belated teachers' day to all my 'cikgu' friends and especially to my beloved friend, Mrs. Nurfatin and also Ms. Hainah, May all your effort and hard work on being the best teacher get rewarded by Him through the success of your students! and to my long time beloved friend, Ms. Ayu, I believe that you are a great lecturer to your students and they are lucky to have you as their teacher ;)

It's the satisfaction of teaching in the process of learning to be a good person - zam

alhamdulillah ;)

a teacher to be,

Thursday, May 12, 2011

one day

Thursday, May 12, 2011
“Love and be loved,” she had told herself, “if you ever get the chance.” - emma

in One Day by David Nicholls

p/s: am giving you this book to read, for you to keep forever...
as a remembrance of a book we've read years ago...


Tuesday, May 10, 2011


Tuesday, May 10, 2011
There are so much things to write, to blog, to share ... but, I just couldn't find the right words to describe them and am wondering the reason for me to blog ... is it to express my feelings? or like a diary of mine? but, really I don't want anything too personal to be published and exposed to the world kan ... walaupun mungkin orang x baca, tapi mungkin akan terbaca *mode mengarut* hehe

nevertheless, it's been not so long but hectic weeks pass by with the big presentation of my studies last friday and also sending my beloved lil bro to his U.

Alhamdulillah, all went well, or should I say, very well ... Praise to Allah!

the trip to KL was very delightful, filled with fun and joy as we went to several places just spending quality time together ;) thank you to our beloved kak b for the lovely welcome n letting us stayed at your house ;)

then come to my presentation, I was really nervous and afraid but kept reminding myself that I just need to be confident and SMILE. I have the notion that if am smiling, i'll be calmed and would present fluently and can answered questions confidently whether it's true or not ... miaahhaha.

Alhamdulillah, everything seems to be good. although more hard and smart work need to be done, am willing to give my all to this study. I just need the help and strength from Him ;)

Thank you to my beloved lecturers who helped me a lot and to my precious parents that always prayed for me. May He shower your life with Love and happiness ;)

People around me believed in me and kept encouraging me, I just need to keep on moving and believed in myself ... InshaAllah

lastly, alhamdulillah ;)

p/s: thank you to you too dear for everything ;)


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