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Monday, August 21, 2017

heart

Monday, August 21, 2017
USM is very near and dear to my heart

But, Jenan will always have a special place in my heart...


xo,

Monday, July 24, 2017

goals

Monday, July 24, 2017
An excerpt from The Coding Manual for Qualitative Researchers by Saldana (2013)

...should serve as our ideal goals as qualitative researchers:
Only understanding matters.
We must not just transform our data, we must transcend them.
Insight is our forte.
The whole purpose of the enterprise is discovery and revelation.
We do it to be profound...   
                                                          written by Harry F. Wolcott 


p/s: I honestly don't want to "label" myself as a qualitative or quantitative researcher. That would be totally depending on the research questions. Whether the answer could be discovered through quantitative or qualitative methods. I can be both, I would say. I am a pragmatic... "doing what works best"  بإذن الله

Monday, July 10, 2017

scary

Monday, July 10, 2017
I just read some of my posts from over the years... and ... I realized...

I used to love planning!

But,

It's scary to plan now!!! Because am afraid that I couldn't make it :( 


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W: we're doing crazy things!

M: love is crazy

I don't need anything from him. Letting him know was enough for me. To keep on smiling :) 



like crazy,




Sunday, January 31, 2016

Basic.

Sunday, January 31, 2016
The very basic of my field, instructional systems or commonly known as educational technology in Malaysia.

Instructional Design Models Infographic
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Wednesday, January 27, 2016

Redha...

Wednesday, January 27, 2016
Assalamualaikum...

I lost my beloved father on 14 November 2015. Just five days after my daughter's birthday. Exactly a month after that, 14 December 2015 is my birthday. And he is supposed to be 58 years old on 27 December 2015. And my newborn was just over two months on that day, Saturday, when my mom called early in the morning, waktu subuh.

Rindunya.... Ya Allah... Rindunya...

Banyak "benda tak sempat" dengan arwah ... Merantau, belajar jauh dari parents yang tinggal di Sabah sejak berumur 13 tahun. Sekolah di Kedah. kemudian matrikulasi di Labuan, dan sambung degree dan master di Penang.

Sudah niat untuk parents aku datang ke US, menghabiskan masa 6 bulan di sini sebelum kami balik ke Malaysia for good akhir tahun ini ... dan kami semua akan tinggal bersama di Penang.

Ya Allah ... niat aku dan suami serta arwah dan ummi tak kesampaian... Ya Allah ...

Allah sebaik-baik perancang... Ya Allah...

Redha itu,
tidak tercapai dengan kata.
tapi dicapai dengan hati, fikiran dan imannya.

Redha itu bila Allah tarik orang yang kau paling sayang,
kau masih tersenyum dan senang.
Bukan kerana kau kejam. tapi kerana kau tahu dia ditempat yang lebih baik.
Dan dosa-dosanya terhenti setakat matinya.


Alhamdulillah.


Kali terakhir aku peluk, kucup tangannya masa arwah dan ummi balik ke Malaysia pada awal tahun 2015.

Allahu... rindunya...



I still can't looked through photos yang ada arwah bapak... tak tahan... sebak...





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